I have to go ...

Life gets complicated more and more whenever one grows up

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Number of persons whom we can trust and depend on is decreasing

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Those who have very kind and innocent hearts, suffer more, one important reason is that they simply cannot forget

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Whenever I do a mistake I tell myself, it is my fault and I have to face the consequences, that’s what I deserve!

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When you want to end a relationship or do not want this friend anymore, it is better to be a good and peaceful end and end it wisely, with the least loss

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المؤمن كيس فطن
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I feel like such a fool ...

I cant Take it ...

I cant Fake it ...
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Do not regret the big sacrifices u have given I know it is painful they do not appreciate the things u have done to satisfy them, things which u have never done to anyone else

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Do not promise others that you will never hurt them, and then u do, why promise at the first place?
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This is not a puzzle or anything, just a mix of thoughts that are crossing into my mind lately or you can say facts that life taught me, add to it a lot of serious and complicated work I am doing at my workplace and other places, I don’t know I just feel different, not the Ra-1 I know! No time to do the things that I like plus a lot of wasted time! How? Don’t ask me!

Everyone asks me what is wrong? u look upset? meno emza3lech? My mom asked me that yesterday! I have no answer because there is no specific reason, I guess ... the funny thing is she was surprised that I am coming home right after work which I mostly do not do ...

one of my friends told me are u living in a hotel? u just go home at night to sleep :/

I decided to do one thing that I really love, hoping that it will help, it is the only thing that will keep me away for a while from many people, many things, many places and from being busy all the time plus I will have time for myself and I will have time to tidy the mess that is in my brain, reschedule my life maybe! Also I will forcely be happy being with my favorite person who understands me the most!

... I am TRAVELLING ... u can call it running away ... but I am sure its going to be fun inshaAllah ...
My dad will be in Istanbul for some work, I will stay with eb9ara7a in Ankara, then after 3 to 5 days dad will join us or perhaps we will fly to Istanbul if eb9ara7a took some days off work but I dont think that he can, not sure about anything yet, waiting my boss to come back and sign the leave application for me.

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Eb9ara7a told me this news when he knew that I am coming soon, that one of his cats ---->Toto <---- is not there anymore! He said he gave it to someone!!!

I don’t believe him :/

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Anyways brother, clean my room and prepare the limo ;) hehe

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al3anan I liked your post and allow me to copy these lines here ...

انها لحظات...تمر سريعا...لكنها تحمل معها الكثير...

شريط ذكريات يمر بي...في كل مره أطوف بتلك الأماكن...

أشخاص دخلوا حياتي...أشخاص خرجوا منها...منهم من ترك أثر...منهم لم أعد اتذكر ملامح وجوههم...

أشخاص أرتبطوا بتلك الأماكن...وبقت ذكراهم هناك..

يختفي الأشخاص...وتبقى الأماكن...وأبقى أنا مع الذكريات

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and this is from the email ...

لا تندهش ياصديقي مهما خسرت من الأشياء ومهما اكتشفت من الأشياء

فقدرك أن تعيش في زمان كل مابه ممكن وجائز ومعقول